Friday, December 31, 2021

2021 By Month

 Highs

  • Bought a car that I've been thinking about since 1998.
  • Two road trips, one to Colorado and one through Nevada, Utah, Wyoming, Montana, Idaho, and Washington.
  • Vaccination. (First and second Pfizer, then the booster in November.)
  • Hanging out with [vaccinated] friends at the Cal Academy of Science for the first real social experience since the start of the Pandemic.
  • Helped my Parental Unit clean up and prepare to move from Colorado to Michigan.
  • Got to see one of my sets of aunts/uncles and one of my cousins I haven't seen in a very long time.
  • Upgraded my eyeballs to contact lenses.
  • Received a work promotion.
Lows

  • I feel like I've become even more isolated and estranged from the friends and communities I already had trouble keeping connected to.
  • My fuck-off deep sense of loneliness grew deeper this year.  I haven't found a comfortable way to express my feelings more generally with out feeling like a shit heel.
  • Helping my sisters and mother deal with the fallout from a scam moving broker who stole my mom's money and left her sitting high-and-dry.
  • Realizing that it's more likely than not that I'll never see my aunts/uncles in person again. (And possibly my mom, as well.)
  • Learning that one of my dogs has started down the long path kidney failure.

Monday, December 27, 2021

Books read in 2021

Leviathan Falls (By: James S.A. Corey)

Velocity Weapon (By: Megan E. O'Keefe)

Redshirts (By: John Scalzi)

The End of All Things (By: John Scalzi)

The Devil’s Candy (By: Julie Salamon)

Asylum (By: Lindsay Buroker)

The Basic Laws of Human Stupidity (By: Carlo M. Cipolla, Nassim Nicholas Taleb - foreword)

Ready Player Two (By: Ernest Cline)

The Demon-Haunted World (By: Carl Sagan)

Project Hail Mary (By: Andy Weir)

Tiamat's Wrath (By: James S. A. Corey)

Persepolis Rising (By: James S. A. Corey)

Babylon's Ashes (By: James S. A. Corey)

Nemesis Games (By: James S. A. Corey)

Cibola Burn (By: James S. A. Corey)

Abaddon's Gate (By: James S. A. Corey)

Caliban's War (By: James S. A. Corey)

Leviathan Wakes (By: James S. A. Corey)

One Nation Under God (By: Kevin M. Kruse)

Battle Ground (By: Jim Butcher)

The Rogue Prince (By: Lindsay Buroker)

Console Wars (By: Blake J. Harris)

Layers of Force (By: Lindsay Buroker)

A Hole in the Sky (By: Peter F. Hamilton)

Star Wars: The High Republic: Into the Dark (By: Claudia Gray)

Qalea Drop (By: Joel Shepherd)

The Innovator's Dilemma (By: Clayton M. Christensen)

Planet Killer (By: Lindsay Buroker)

Home Front (By: Lindsay Buroker)

Star Kingdom Omnibus II (By: Lindsay Buroker)

Star Wars: Light of the Jedi (By: Charles Soule)

Extreme Frontiers (By: Charley Boorman)

Tuesday, July 27, 2021

Couple of days on from Folsom Weekend and I feel disappointed—and a little angry—that I missed it. Plans with friends failed to gel at the last minute without any time to scrape up alternate arrangements so I bounced on it.  Now that I’m seeing the occasional post and pic from friends who did go…well…yeah. It hurts.

I should just give the fuck up.